summer rush
been out like every day since summer started, no time for the stuff i wanted to do....T_T....damn, wanna write so bad, specially now T_T oy.
things r changing a lot...kinda cool, kinda weird, kinda slow, kinda hurting. but yeah...idunno. again considering going to that camp thing w/ lynn....just to loose weight T_T still 170....
lol ne way...here's a short lil sumthing to feed my need for a good read/write:
err nothing's coming to mind. dammit. i was inspired b4 but now itz gone...hmmz maybe tunes will help?
k...lets see, i think this one'll be pig-related tho...or...maybe not, maybe inspired by jade's dream? hmm...something's...forming.
Make me shining.
"Everything has a life span - even the human race. Does this concept confuse or surprise you?"
She stared at me through the butterfly mask, a slight grin marking her face, mocking, taunting, in only a way that a P.I.G. could.
My eyes widened momentarily at the insult, its direction not only towards my race, but my intellect.
I felt my teeth clentching as she drew near to me, trentch coack flying in a sudden cold breeze.
"You think I'm stupid, don't you?" I asked abruptly, stopping her mid-step; anger welled in my heart. "You highly misjudge me."
The wind stopped and her whole demnor froze; a sudden nervous laugh seemed to well up from the depths of her being.
"So...you know?"
"Of course."
"Will you tell them?"
"It'd be illogical to do so."
Her head lowered and a sigh escaped her lips. A deep silence came over us both, a sadness that could only be caused by years of pain and sacrafice. My heart told me she wasn't a P.I.G.
"You were never good at keeping secrets."
Her hands fell to her sides.
"That's obvious too?"
"Utterly."
"Your lying."
"Maybe, a bit."
"Knew it."
A smile escaped her lips, but it immediatly dissipated when seeing my face. I was dead serious.
"You chose the enemy's side."
She hesitated for a moment. "You should know, it's not what it looks like."
"You must of told them about us."
"Yes, I did."
I couldn't help but say it. "You killed her."
"I guess I did."
My heart felt like bursting open. "You don't regret it? Not at all?"
She took a shakey breath. "I can't afford to."
"Then I'm afraid," I said sternly, lifting myself with shakey arms from the icy ground; snow fell from me as I emerged into my full being, half P.I.G, half human, "You cannot be forgiven."
"Understandable," she said while taking a quick step back and then jumping into a near by tree. "But I'm afraid I can't die to you, not yet anyway." And she dissapeared into the forest, as if shielded by its branches.
Anger rose into my chest, my eyes closed as I leaped after her. Most times I wouldn't have taken the risk, most times I'd be a fool to move even farther away from the main group, but those times I had something to live for.
This new Tory, wouldn't get away.
the end. for now. hahaha. getting late and i cant think, i kno this oenw as kinda crap ah well, hope u guys enjoyed it ne way
peace out all!
